happy birthday fatimah!

i am disappointed in people
well, different people
one is a group and the other is an individual

can i not be more obvious.

sighz.
i guess i was expecting them to be alot more spontaneous
like please. i thought it was common sense..
well i THOUGHT
and apparently it isnt.
like you are part of the * arent you
and how many times have we done this before.
it's not like you dunnoe.
O.o

lost hope in her yea.
she had so much potential.
and she blew it.
er more like she blew the impression of herself
blew the chance of bringing the section to greater heights
now now. wasnt that obvious.
and please. if you dont have respect for that person
then dont act like you have alot of respect.
it's fake.
hypocrite
well. which makes me think that you're another power hungry person
trying to get into the good books of..i dunnoe snrs?
like her. so like her.
but i dont think power was the point.
at least we didnt think of that when our directs were around
well considering the fact that her section is like that,
there is a possibility.
but im telling you.
ha. there's not way that it's going to happen
what the hell is happening.
isit happening to my section too?
i hope not. i really hope not.

well. to you. or everyone in fact.
the parts dont say a damn thing about your standard
welll. it does say alot what you know and all the mis conceptions about band.
well. i guess ALOT of people still have that mis conceptions
i guess i'm part guilty of jealousy.
but then it doesnt mean that it sounds nice and so it's good.
yea.
there's much more to that than just surface appreciation
you've got to look deeper.
alot deeper
there are alot of things that a player can pick out than a member of the audience who has no experience or knowledge.
music is not just about sound.
sound is just a superficial level.
far from the core of music.

ha. but i do admit that i dont know music that much either.

why the hell am i talking about this kinda thing.

am i making those mistakes that i critise people for making?